I acted cool in front of U. I pretended tat I do not know anything. I smiled. I opened up myself to more people who are more interested to find out more about me. I dun like the present me, I seriously dun.

Hopefully, I'll be able to showcase my lyrics soon durin the monthly performance. I need people to compose the melody and do the arrangement for me. Till now, I still find it hard to approach people..approaching people to talk things out, approaching people to help me out and therefore, I kept in within me..suffocating myself. I dunno how to initiate calls, sms, msn etc. I'm a total failure at tat..which is very bad for PR and will tends to neglect my friends. SORRY, my dearest tomodachi(s)~!!!

Cloned Heartz
5/18/2006 02:06:00 AM