Damnit...I'm sorry but i got to vent it out here...so, wat i've been studying all along was wrong..jya, isshoni ikimashou is not equals to the invitation of one person to the other to go together..its soudesuka. watashimo blah blah ni ikimasu. wat e?! all along i thou it was e former one..argh..n i think becos of tat, e other partner of mine was being dragged into e water as well..n missed 1 task..haiyoz..however, i'm gonna forget about it..its over.

It seems that everyone is talking about e great singapore sales now..haven really gone down to town to look at all e sales signboards being pinned everywhere but i can imagine e crowd if i'm goin to be in town tis weekend. Term break comin soon..so soon tat i feel tat i've lost count of the time..its already half a year gone..just like tis..

ok, still got to get back to my assignments..doin those in advance..wahahah

Cloned Heartz
5/30/2006 01:08:00 AM

Thank You so much for torturing me. U're in total control.

Seriously, there really isn't much for me to complete tis term..As in assignment- based. Its jus tat I'm so used to sleeping late..So used to something tat it became a habit where I jus simply couldn't change. Habits r jus hard to rid off..We r so used to our habits tat we dun need to pay xtra attention to it but when we do get lost in our habits sometimes, do we still consider them as our habits? Since habits r known as something tat we do daily...Enlighten me plz.

Lookin forward to 2morow's Monthly Performance for SCC..Thou I'm not performin tis month..But I'm sure I'll like e performance..Original compositions are always a great amazement for me=)

I'll try to be happy. I'll be positive. I need time thou..

Cloned Heartz
5/24/2006 02:27:00 AM

I acted cool in front of U. I pretended tat I do not know anything. I smiled. I opened up myself to more people who are more interested to find out more about me. I dun like the present me, I seriously dun.

Hopefully, I'll be able to showcase my lyrics soon durin the monthly performance. I need people to compose the melody and do the arrangement for me. Till now, I still find it hard to approach people..approaching people to talk things out, approaching people to help me out and therefore, I kept in within me..suffocating myself. I dunno how to initiate calls, sms, msn etc. I'm a total failure at tat..which is very bad for PR and will tends to neglect my friends. SORRY, my dearest tomodachi(s)~!!!

Cloned Heartz
5/18/2006 02:06:00 AM

I'm in a total lousy mood today..It is tiring to wait for things to happen when it doesnt seems to be progressing..Went home immediately to sleep after 4hrs of morning lesson starting from 8am 2day..Woke up at 2.30pm by a call and couldnt sleep after tat. I guess I'm just too tired..tired about everything, including U. Too tired to fell asleep tat I cried which made me even more tired after tat. I hope my tears wont flow for u ever again..But, am I in control of my tears? I used to be in control of my tears, but for u, No. Why cant u jus reply me? Why cant u jus let me die instead of torturing me?
I'm SO sorry Peiling, to have disappoint U..We're supposed to go swimming but becos of e false alarm e weather signaled, I suggested to cancel it. The sky was overcast and it even thundered earlier on..it was so like me..except tat it didnt rain 2day..I have to be stronger, stronger than e sky..how possible is tat?
我真的想忘了
"在我的心上用力的开一枪 让一切归零在这声巨响 " (人质, A-mei)

Cloned Heartz
5/11/2006 07:38:00 PM

I've got every reasons to stop lovin u but I simply love u for no reason. .wat should I do? Forget about U when U're always on my mind? I'm stuck within me..

Cloned Heartz
5/11/2006 02:29:00 AM

Cloned" has been my favourite word for the past one year and i'm still loving tat word. Why?
I dun really have an exact explanation for it but i believe it must be somehow due to my own lyric of the song: cloned heart. Thou i haven got any idea on the genre which i want it to be, i've already wrote 2 versions out of the same title. 2 of different stories, with no connection.

Ok, the 1st one is about a pair of loving couple with little time being together as the girl passed away to the nether world, leaving him all alone in reality. Unable to accept the fate of this, he decided to cloned her heart and seal it in a bottle in order to keep her with him. (I was just thinking wat's e ultimate crazy thing tat a person would do if his or her lover dies. And i use heart cos people would always say: i'll hand my heart to u 我会把心交给你..ahaha..)

the 2nd one is about desperately wanting to know all his feelings, wanting to stand by his side no matter wat he has to overcome, wanting and hoping that he would at least have e sensation of an increasement of the heartbeat when he sees her as she only wants him to be happy..and in order to know the answers to these, the idea of cloning his heart comes to mind..

End of entry 1..=)

Cloned Heartz
5/07/2006 07:24:00 PM